I feel like I should be in high school or something.
At what point does hanging out with a guy turn into dating? I mean, can’t I just hang out with a guy and not have it turn into something more? Tonight I received subtle signals that my friend might actually want to turn this into a relationship. Or maybe it was just a culmination of signals. At any rate, how does one turn down a friend when he doesn’t actually bring it up? Has it seemed like I was leading him on this entire time? DO ALL MY MALE FRIENDS (excepting those with girlfriends or who are gay) THINK I’M SHOWING INTEREST WHEN I HANG OUT WITH THEM? And now I’m worried about my other guy friend who I’ve been hanging out with recently—does he think I’m hitting on him too? Aaaaarrrrrggggghhh, this was actually a lot easier in high school. @_@
I wanna go cry about this on skype with my friends on there, but if I go on I know I’m going to break my promise to limit my distractions this quarter (Community excepted), and I’ll continue to go on skype every night instead of focusing on my last three weeks of school.
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